No booze.
I actually put a couple of beers in the fridge to chill last night; but was so engrossed in American Horror Story (and feeling a bit headache-y) that I didn't drink them.
Plus, I was thinking that I've not had a drink for so long, it would be wrong in some way to end that now. Strange. I think I have built it up in some way and made it important when it shouldn't be.
Or, maybe it should be important? Maybe I should be considering very carefully whether or not to drink, and my default approach should be 'no'? There is a checklist of questions for a process at work, and one of the questions is' why not?'. I think that's where I've been going wrong in my drinking thinking - I've asked 'why not' and shrugged my shoulders and opened the bottle, i.e. I haven't thought about it properly. Maybe those should be my questions to myself before having a drink in future:
Why should I?
Why shouldn't I?
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